BEAST FROM THE EAST (2018)
Could’ve Been Great
This could've been great
But we'll never know
I carry on
I will survive and grow
But it'll never be the same as it is right now
A stream can only flow when it's allowed to be
Strength is not a trait that you can teach
Focus on yourself and I'll worry about me
But I just think you should know
This could've been great
I guess the grind
It ain’t for us all
The wind against
Your face during the fall
Can be too much for some men to take
But staring down from the top can be its own mistake
Strength is not a trait that you can teach
Focus on yourself and I'll worry about me
But I just think you should know
This could've been great
Strength is not a trait that you can teach
Focus on yourself and I'll worry about me
But I just think you should know
This could've been great
*
City by the Bay
Wanderlust claimed my soul
When I was twenty three
I've roamed and rambled
But knew home would always be
A city by the bay
Where cobblestone lines the streets
And the smell of the tide is carried
By the breeze of the Chesapeake
Where we could busk for cash
Down in the market space
And we would share a flask
Til we made enough to buy a case
Where we knew a couple bars
That were easy on ID's
Or we could always grab a bottle
And start a fire on the beach
No matter where I go
I'll always come back home
To my city by the bay
City by the bay
Our city by the bay
City by the bay
Now I am a man grown
Most of my friends have moved away
And the bars we used to sneak in
They all go by different names
Life became so fast
Boys grew into men
Making money for the bills
Replaced house parties that would never end
But gone it ain’t forgotten
And I'll keep moving like the tide
And home it’ll always be
Any bar where we can share a pint
We were legends in our time
Making the most out of our youth
We grew our separate ways
But we'll always share our roots
No matter where we go
We’ll always have our home
Back at our city by the bay
City by the bay
Our city by the bay
City by the bay
*
Crazy
Girl you drive me crazy
And I'm addicted to the high
One minute you amaze me
And the next I want to die
You're looking for attention
When you say that you need space
You storm away in anger
And then you expect for me to chase
Tell me what to do
Cause I haven’t got a clue
I’m begging darling please
Girl you drive me crazy
And I'm addicted to the high
One minute you amaze me
And the next I want to die
I never know what you'll say
Because it varies day to day
Girl you drive me crazy
I guess I shouldn't be surprised
See I'm stubborn and I'm loud
Arguing out of spite
I think I know it all
But where is the logic in a fight?
Darling I confess
I'm a testosterone fueled mess
It's running through my genes
Girl you drive me crazy
And I'm addicted to the high
One minute you amaze me
And the next I want to die
I never know what you'll say
Because it varies day to day
Girl you drive me crazy
I guess I shouldn't be surprised
Passion is a double sided sword
A vicious beast that cannot be ignored
Whether lion or lamb
She's always in command
But hey, at least we're never bored
Girl you drive me crazy
And I'm addicted to the high
One minute you amaze me
And the next I want to die
I never know what you'll say
Because it varies day to day
I said I never know what you’ll say
But I love you anyway
Girl you drive me crazy
I guess I shouldn't be surprised
I'm such a lucky guy
I'm in it ‘til I die
*
Hard Liquor
(Ft. Zach Fowler, Jesse Lee, Howi Spangler)
Hard liquor got me getting drunk quicker
No mixer tryin to fuck up my liver
I’ll drink a handle post some dumb shit on twitter
Can’t stop cause I ain’t no quitter, listen up and I’ll paint you a picture,
Alcoholics talk about clarity and it’s clear to me that it’s plain to see
Every drink I take is a drink I make numb down surrounding reality
Honestly, it’s hard to be, another mother fucker trying to chase a dream
So I chase my dream with some jimmy bean ‘til I’m babbling like a possessed fiend
This liquor has got me running my mouth
All of my opinions are coming out
On top of the bar and I'm ready to shout
You clowns wanna know what I'm really about
Booze is a crutch and I ain’t healing I’m going to end up going to meetings
But until then I’m a keeping on beating demons away with liquid meaning
How I’m dealing with my feelings is drinking up liquor ‘til I’m reeling
Laying in bed with a spinning ceiling, praying to the God of porcelain kneeling
Pull out the bottle please pour out a shot or three
Give me the bottle keep the shots and be my company
We’re getting drunk tonight, it ain’t gonna make shit right
But it can't get worse and I’ve done my verse so fuck it man, let’s get tight
Hard liquor got me gettin drunk quicker
No mixer tryin to fuck up my liver
I’ll drink a handle post some dumb shit on twitter
Can’t stop cause I ain’t no quitter, listen up and I’ll paint you a picture,
(Zach Fowler Verse)
Coronas and Crown
You line ‘em up we put ‘em down
Put it all on Hardesty I heard he’s buying rounds
Make it a double cause tonight I’m causing trouble
Catch me by the bar connecting pieces of the puzzle
Oogee Lee & SDV
Bumpin Uglies Plus Howi
Sometime around three this bar is begging us to leave
So tomorrow I repent from a lack of common sense
But in my defense I was drinking Rumplemintz
(Jesse Lee Verse)
I crack a bottle get drunk and I hit McDonald’s
My head will wobble from shots and sippin’ Cabo
A vintage wine with legs like runway models
Full throttle no sorrows my motto is quit tomorrow
I can drink with the best and I’m not braggin
With pants sagging no laughin just Van Dammin
This booze covers all the baggage I’m draggin
Took me twelve steps to get in then I torched that fuckin’ wagon
Ask Brandon
Hard liquor got me gettin drunk quicker
No mixer tryin to fuck up my liver
I’ll drink a handle post some dumb shit on twitter
Can’t stop cause I ain’t no quitter, listen up and I’ll paint you a picture,
(Howi Spangler)
See all the ladies I’ve dated they’ve demonstrated they hate it
When I get frustrated and faded thinkin bout how I ain't made it
I found a whiskey that loves me tolerates a curmudgeon
My followers on my socials see me hollerin Fuck it
I’m a man with a passion for theatrics and drama
I tweet at four in the morning ain’t got no time for the commas
These millennials love that heavy shit guess it’s my compelling wit
Bring ‘em to the fellowship and crush another day drinkin
I’m drinkin Espolon out the liquor bong
Chugging margaritas from dusk ‘til dawn
Mr. Wrong with them sake bombs
Feels like I'm livin in a drinkin song
Find me in the club with a gallon flask
Drunk off my ass punks actin’ crass
Next morning catch me at mass
Pullin keg stands off the communion cask
I am a menace that is void of all repentance
Drinkin anything fermented while I’m slurin all my sentences
Defending this is top of an extensive list
Entitled fucks I don't give, fuck how you live, I’m a keep it going ‘til your boys demented
Hard liquor got me gettin drunk quicker
No mixer tryin to fuck up my liver
I’ll drink a handle post some dumb shit on twitter
Can’t stop cause I ain’t no quitter, listen up and I’ll paint you a picture
*
Budtender
(Ft. Gary Dread)
21st century prospectors
They are the 21st century bootleggers but
The gold in their hills has an emerald hue
Ganja farmer he has got a market now too
They got their cash in stacks in a storage unit
Stash in sacks sold by opportunists
If sticky green nugs are your type of vice
They'll sell you elevation at a reasonable price
I’m talking about the
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Making a living selling your remedy
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Making a living selling your remedy
They got the Pineapple Express for anxiety
And the White Rhino helps with your A.D.D.
Shatter and the butter for your dab rig
The fire puts you under with the first hit
Can't bank any of their cash fearing a government interaction
They won't condone the business but they'll still accept its taxes
Federal oppression in the works but the fact is
They're about to lose a war fought over herbs and waxes
I’m talking about the
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Making a living selling your remedy
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Making a living selling your remedy
(Gary Dread)
Roll up in the spot to get the best from the west
Then I take a good draw and hold deep in a my chest
No bush only Kush to alleviate the stress
Budtender links me up so I feel forever blessed
Herbal remedy, remedy are the remedy for me
Uplifts my soul and gives me better energy
Just the remedy, remedy are the remedy for me
Free up the herbs to balance my sanity...yea
I’m talking about the
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Making a living selling your remedy
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Bud tenders at the dispensary
Making a living selling your remedy
*
The Waiting Game
I need to turn my head off
Before it overloads
Playing every angle out
Is no good for my soul
I wish I could let go
And watch as it unfolds
But greatness cannot happen
Without some form of control
So I hold the rope, yea
I hold the rope, I hold the rope, yea
Today I'm going to stay in bed
And sleep away the day
I've got nothing to offer
And it'll always be that way
I feel every rejection
Like a knife into the heart
That which gives me purpose
Tears me back apart
I need to turn my head off
Before it overloads
Playing every angle out
Is no good for my soul
I wish I could let go
And watch as it unfolds
But greatness cannot happen
Without some form of control
So I hold the rope, yea
I hold the rope, I hold the rope, yea
This feeling is a cancer
That eats up my resolve
A man feels the most worthy
Working on problems he can solve
I need to turn my head off
Before it overloads
Playing every angle out
Is no good for my soul
I wish I could let go
And watch as it unfolds
But greatness cannot happen
Without some form of control
The waiting game is cruel
With an unclear set of rules
Many come to play
But the ones who win are few
So I hold the rope, I hold the rope
*
All In Stride
(Ft Passafire & Tropidelic)
Without the clouds in the sky
We wouldn't care about the sun when it shines
The bad helps to define the good
The splinter is the cost of the wood
So take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
I ain’t been sober in a month cause I'm losing my conviction
At the end of a tunnel filled with all my bad decisions
I’m learning bad luck is the only kind I got
I've been burned, I've been fucked, it’s so much harder than I thought
If I’d just been born in Cali I'd already be a star
But I'm from the mid-Atlantic playing reggae in a bar
And I’ve been climbing up this hill so god damned long
The boy who wrote the lyrics ain’t the man singing the songs
Without the clouds in the sky
We wouldn't care about the sun when it shines
The bad helps to define the good
The splinter is the cost of the wood
So take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
And every single night
I turn out the light
Close my eyes and the demons show their face
And remind me that I'm about to conclude another day
Short of where I want to be and with no clue how to get there
And failure is a scent that I'm destined to always wear
Please God if you exist, help me cause it ain’t fair
I'm shouldering a burden and it's more than I can bare
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Don’t doubt the sun is behind the clouds
No matter what you think it outta be about
Go tell the one you can’t be without
That you want to take time to know her better
Don’t doubt the clouds are temporary
Holding on to something that you wish you had plenty
But it’s bolted down to the concrete floor
You say you want less but I’m giving you more
Anyway I could say what you want me to say
I could recycle all the bullshit and become a cliché
I could take back all of my music and make everyone pay
I could do this, really do this, in a serious way
I wouldn’t waste my time
Looking at the sky
When everything I love
Is down here on the ground, would you listen to the sound bumping ugly
Without the clouds in the sky
We wouldn't care about the sun when it shines
The bad helps to define the good
The splinter is the cost of the wood
So take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
Take it all in stride
*
Officer O’Herlihy
Police state, they're tightening the noose
Police state, their agendas in the news
Police state, they're mongering our fear
Police state, it's all downhill from here
Smoke ‘em if you got ‘em cause this ships going down
The American nightmare has a new sheriff in town
And he’s got an itchy finger when he grips the trigger
Holding illegal searches to bump his quarterly figures
He calls it security but I call it a cage
Addicted to power using his badge to stage
Performances to vent all of his pent up rage
On the same people taxed to furnish his wage
But can you blame the wolf for taking bites at the sheep
When the herd sold him tools needed to sharpen his teeth
The packs been creeping up on us while we sleep
The only way we're ever gonna get a little relief
Is if we take a stand, scream out fuck the man
If only just to remind him of the right that we can
Cause freedoms like a muscle, when not exercised its lost
So don't buy what they're selling without examining the cost
Police state, they're tightening the noose
Police state, their agendas in the news
Police state, they're mongering our fear
Police state, it's all downhill from here
Don't judge the man, judge the institution
A sinner’s brother could be looking for absolution
Take it case by case to avoid confusion
Cause every job’s a different form of prostitution
We're all pawns in the game that our governments play
We're all sheep for the words that the media say
So educate yourself, read between the lines
An innocent smile could mask a criminal mind
Cause it ain’t checks and balances
Its checks and accountants in this structure surrounding us, we're fucked cause we're powerless
We bought our liberty with blood, spilled by our forefather’s aggression
A sad confession, we didn’t learn our lesson cause we sold it to the banks for the illusion of protection
Police state, they're tightening the noose
Police state, their agendas in the news
Police state, they're mongering our fear
Police state, it's all downhill from here
*
Radio
(Ft. Tropidelic)
I don't write songs for the radio
I don't write songs for the radio
I don't write songs for the radio
I write songs for the stereos
So turn it up until the speakers blow
We're getting faded at the reggae show
Now here we go
Gimme a kick drum stacked with an 808
With that rub a dub bass and the bubble and skank
Roland got me echoing filling the space
You can season it to taste cause when it hits you in the face
It's an addiction, and you aint ever quitting
10 years in with a hundred songs written
10 years in to a genre we don't fit in
10 years in and there ain't no one more legit, man
I'm focused on my bars
You’re focused on your pretty boy shit and becoming pop stars
You got your PR teams
While we're just four mother fuckers and a pint of what's cheap
My lyrics are the product of the struggle that I bleed
You’re lyrically regurgitating what you’ve seen succeed
Rebel music has become Babylon I could babble on but I'll just reload and I will battle on, oh
I don't write songs for the radio
I write songs for the stereos
So turn it up until the speakers blow
We're getting faded at the reggae show
Now here we go
Ft. James Strips
You started out hoping you could pay the rent
You worked hard writing songs in the basement
Hangin out with vagrants is always how your days were spent
And your homies all told you stay patient
It’s been few years now, still can't predict
If you will ever tell your mama that you made it
But your counterparts only have half the heart
But livin life real large doin fake shit
So you got a manager then an agent
Made a plan and learned all the basics
Built a brand, demand and persuasion
Now your dream's become occupation
And although at you’re at the table eating steak and shrimp
All you seem to feel is forsaken
Not happy slappin on the label to be doing what you’re able
Even though it brings home the bacon
Ft. Matt Roads
Put me on the radio and turn me soft
Cuz I wanna hear my voice when I turn it off
When I become a pretender I'll remember the cost
While I'm busy getting sniffy in my loft with a supermodel
Different strokes for different folks
Some like being legit but without being broke, hard to do both
Guess I'm content just doing everything I can
Staying loyal to the band and the man that I am
Under produced but overly motivated
Substance abuse is keeping me agitated
Bad life decisions are how I am educated
But I’m authentic and that cannot be debated
Whispers in my ears coming from crooks and thieves
They are the worker bees of the industry
Trying to tear me apart to build me up
On top of its foundation and I have had enough
I ain't in it for the money, I'm in it for my sanity
Cause writing is the only place that I find any clarity
It's therapy, something that’s always been there for me
You’re fucking with my craft and you best be treading carefully
I'll be remembered for my lyrics and the fire that I sing em with
I'm tired of the hypocrites and liars they're all full of shit
I'll burn this fucker down before I change what I am
I might die a poor poet but I’ll live a free man
I don't write songs for the radio
I write songs for the stereos
So turn it up until the speakers blow
We're getting faded at the reggae show
Now here we go
*
Show Must Go On
Take my worldly possessions take the shirt off my back
Slide a knife into my gut just to watch me react
Every wound inflicted hurts a little bit less
Every mile that I walk is a mile that I obsess
On how, where, when, but never why
I succeed at a game without any rules
In a hope I can justify the things I've been through
I know this ain’t the last bump and it sure ain’t the first
But every pothole hit I’ll turn into to a verse
Because the show, the show must, the show, the show must, the show, the show must go on
Moving with purpose I'm a man on a mission
Putting miles on the road despite the broken transmissions
I'll never forget all the help I've received, see there's honor in dreamers despite it missing from thieves
And I will not be denied
So take my guitars, they’re just copper and wood
Steal all of my pedals my tone was never that good
I'll take it all in stride, you'd have to lobotomize
The mind of this voice for the source of its pride
Because the show, the show must, the show, the show must, the show, the show must, the show, the show must, the show, the show must, the show, the show must, go on, on, on, on, on, on
the show, the show must…
the show must go on!
*
Apathy
Left and right will both be wrong, when all our fossil fuels are gone
And problem solving is done with bombs, Society will crumble
When famine rears her ugly head
Cause we choose money over bread
We will be envious of the dead
It may already be too late
In the late seventeenth century world's changing
People harnessed steam for boats and trains and
We invented the factory this time in history would change industry permanently
And us along with it more jobs meant working man benefited
And though we might be a bit ashamed to admit it that time in history made us blindly committed to
Faster and bigger and cheaper and better we needed it now with no care how we got there
It started off slow but it picked up momentum, and as the snake got bigger it developed venom
Oil became a currency and we pursued it earnestly
Science advanced while we raped the earth concurrently
Profit over sense, money over people
Yeah we turned into a virus with no equal
Left and right will both be wrong
When all our fossil fuels are gone
And problem solving is done with bombs
Society will crumble
When famine rears her ugly head
Cause we choose money over bread
We'll be envious of the dead
It may already be too late
Fast forward and we're focused on semantics
Politicians wasting all our time with their antics
Pointing fingers over source of causation
Incredibly we're still having the wrong conversation
Times wasting, and I ain’t I got an answer, I just can't believe that we're denying the cancer
Storms are stronger, droughts go longer, a decade streak of years hotter than the former
People getting staph from swimming in the Chesapeake
Beijing air code red for about a week
Feels like we are staring down a gun
And common sense says that we should turn around and run
But we're looking down the barrel focused on the brand of bullet
Trigger gets squeezed we might as well have been the one to pull it
Clocks ticking and when the end begins, Apathy will go down as our mortal sin
Left and right will both be wrong, when all our fossil fuels are gone
And problem solving is done with bombs, Society will crumble
When famine rears her ugly head
Cause we choose money over bread
We'll be envious of the dead
It may already be too late
*
Optimism In F#
I've been feeling like the victim
Crying over a broken system
Wishing I could trade my cards in for a new hand
Money’s tight and time is a commodity
A little bad luck and I'll cross the line to poverty
My cars dying and debts are compounding
Swimming the line of treading water and drowning
But hey
It's all going to be fine
I put worries out my mind
I always must remind myself
The struggle is divine
Society draws lines
But they're not how I'm defined
Relax and give it time
It's all going to be fine
Truth is I'm prone to depression
But a life spent coping has taught me a lesson
Happiness can't be bought or given
Despite what is missing it's a life worth living
A billion cells all working together as one
Create the warmth that you feel when you step into the sun
Our existence is a complete phenomenon
So whatever you’re stressing pales in comparison
Live a life following where your heart leads you
Not mimicking charades displayed on social media
Forget the values society feeds you
There's no right or wrong, there’s just whatever completes you
And hey
It's all going to be fine
I put worries out my mind
I always must remind myself
The struggle is divine
Society draws lines
But they're not how I'm defined
Relax and give it time
It's all going to be fine
“Yea, that’s the one”